I am very sneaky I can hide pain .. but not to newgrounds I cant lol so for the past week well ever seance the 10th I have been feeling uncomfortable with my body I think well I know why and I hope the reason why I am leaking blood is from kidney stones but there is a high chance I could of done something stupid to my body by  mistake on the 10th and 11th I feel like I am gonna regret it for a long time I am forsure I wont use sleeping pills ever again that is forsure ...My mom says I should stretch and maybe shes right but wont change the fact I am gonna have to bleed out for a while till after we check my dogs legs out .What sucks most is thiis is her secound time getting atritis pain in her back legs and this is my probably secound time getting kidney stones just bad timing lol I have been staying high which does not help me want to record videos which sucks but atleast it helps past the time also makes this site more bareable lol its just theres random days here quite then loud I am trying to make it loud all the time but its hard for me to stay on same topic for a long period of time and people leave convo after I change topic lol