Im not happy unless I make other happy.. thanks for your time! :D
B vill IL
Joined on 5/5/18
Have you tried talking to a therapist about your issues?
I did and they gave me pills that made me shake hard as if it was cold in the summer time then after giving me some to replace those they gave me a new drug and that took away all personality and emotions so I was not sad any more but emotionless then its been 5 months seance i have not take them cause that is why I could not create as much art as I used to ... :/ and videos :( they ruined me
Aww, I feel bad about you. :( Don't worry, you have someone to talk to.
Actually I push every one away people really good to me and bad I just push every one away at times even people on this site can testify I done it to them to lol legit mods on the site have me blocked quite a few like around 4-7 of them and even best friends I grew up with and family the ones I care about the most usually get pushed away by me and its hard to forgive my self after I do it cause IDK Yesterday walking back from a friends house A cop stopped me cause I was a individual that was fighting with some one far away coming from the opposite way I was coming from and I was questioned cause I had curly hair ... growing up people loved to touch my hair cause it was soft and nicely blonde sorry I dont feel like cutting it but when asking "what kind of shirt did they have on?.." cause I had to walk that way the incident happen like 3 streets away from my home where i was walking 0.0 pretty spooked officer in car said "We only know he had curly hair." I was like well jeez thanks for the help ... Lol now thinking about it I am like "thanks for accusing me for something I was far away from and highly walking towards from 14 streets away so tired too and ......Well I forgot part 2 lol but it was funny and OH YEAH and saying "we" as if there is people backing you up right now and you have a ride along when you dont .. or maybe they had a kp it was shaped like that car but I did not read car I was trying to get home from the store after I got my meds