Soo a year before i was even thought of there was a little featus in my moms belly that bleed out and died.. I find my self wonderig what it would be like if he survived because my parents only wanted one kid together cause they planed to get tubes tied after that one kid and seance he died a year later I came along and was born But I wonder maybe that was a good kid who deserved alot better and me I was being and still being punished for things i done in a past life or something ? Idk what do you think am i lucky or evil?