the past 4 days have been scary but .. I feel refreshed almost like a new person..So lets get on with the new stuff! and forget about the old stuff..
Im not happy unless I make other happy.. thanks for your time! :D
B vill IL
Joined on 5/5/18
Posted by RedeyestheSecound - August 10th, 2018
I feel like there is a monster screaming directly in my face .. I feel like I got beat up alot from having a sore body .. Worried I am of whats to come in the end for me something painful? It would only seem so ... Something scary . Yes it would have to be the subconsiosly way to go .. Idk I have a rare bone deformity that effects my nees arms and back and thumb nails it is called the small petillia disease you get it if your mother ate squirle soup or squirl any thing really well with it I had to answer tons of my friends questions on "whys" for 4 - 5 years from moving each 2 years meeting new people and answering same question I got so bored with it as a kid I ended up telling 15 people a diffrent story of why my thumb nails look like that lol ! ehhh my disease is 1 and 100,000 to get so I am a rare honestly lol it makes it pretty cool but oddly only thing I am alergic to is a random type of tree in the tropics which freaks me out cause I cant remember which one and test sucked so bad I dont wanna do it again the kentucky doctor probably did not save record I am glad its a rar dieseas though cause I would hate to see any one else have to live this way .. I mean there is way worst ways that you could live but being restrained to walking only is a bit not fair I would love to run for sport but my knees would pop and hurt for 1-2 months after cclicking and popping so its scary enough to make me realize ok running is not for my body ! So gym class was easy for me for my whole life I mean some times I was forced to do mile and forced to run hard then had to sit out of gym for 2 weeks after .. :/ Atleast the other kids in highschool finally let me be and made me feel popular and in middle school I was there rare white friend .. But now I am lone rare wolf looking for a producer of some sort so I can start working towards Big creations.
Posted by RedeyestheSecound - August 3rd, 2018
hey guys dalton aka redeyesthesecound here and I am ot doing so well like dealing with anger problems and mental break downs and stuff like that so untill my doctors get me on a schedual for my medicine by the way they give me some pills that get me high AF munchies and all I take at night but the dumb cunts did not think of making a refill to make sure its working so now .. oh yeah its like zoloft not zoloft though cause my body reacts really weird to that stuff like i freeze early to death good thing I did not take it during winter time lol but the new stuff they did not let me get refills to make sure it did not have same effect .. and now I have to wait to see the therapist again in 2 weeks ! and when I do get the pills again they wont work for my anger till after 2 weeks of taking them ughh this time though im telling them I need something for day time and night time so I can focus on creating more also you can go check out my youtube channel at "ultimate creator" and see me post a video or 2 every 2 to 3 days and watch me go through this stupid bs! :) enjoy ! but yeah so you probably wont see me on forums as much cause of this and my art is deffinatley gonna slow down cause I can only do designs when im dealing with this shit most the time cant do much of any thing except wish for death to come sooner so yeah ounce agai go check me out on youtube I can give shout outs to people with low sub count or high screw it hahah
Posted by RedeyestheSecound - July 27th, 2018
with my art im doing a death gore collection of adult swim charecters so far I drew 10 charecters dead which are from the oblongs (Milo, Debbie X2, Peggy, and Mikey) Aqua teen hunger force (Frylock and Master shake) space ghost coast to coast ( space ghost) Home movies (Coach McGuirk)
Any suggestions on who to add let me know in comments!