I am on a forum where they have the top reviewers and im on the list with most reviews I think I was placed 4th last time i seen now im probably ranked 8th or 10th

that is freaking awesome ! dont forget to check my recent post to come chill with me in my forums ! <3 thanks for following even the ones who were just following back lol i lov eyou guys too!

Who is my friend here?....if you know any one @ them shoot ill @ my people to after this .... I need my friends to regroup now its time to come home to papa I am building alot here on newgrounds but I can not do it alone please just come back and I need you all ! I understand your mad at me and i was mad at you blah balh put that in the past your all unblucked now so please stop hiding and come back alreadY!!!!!!...

Now I have to take 15-18 photots again of the drawings i made in physcwards AFTER I find them all :/ dangit I hate when a SD card gets messed up to were you gotta formate it and erase every thing to fix I did it right away with out thinking of what was on there that was dumb too ..Well here is two forums I created I am hoping I will get to see work and come to live but I am gonna need some help so if you can stop by the forum read it and give it a try that would be awesome and much apperciated ! <3

Good thing is my whistle is getting cleaned :) Trust me these thread i made are for newgrounds users to have fun

https://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1449605

Ideas for hentais you wanna see clean place with dirty thoughts WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS!!!

https://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1449572#bbspost26454857_post_text (BAttle politics arena BPA Judging on who would win in a fight well thought out! )

https://www.newgrounds.com/bbs/topic/1449547#bbspost26454270_post_text ( "Cornoa in a box" IS a thread game fast paced when some one moves after you you can go again or another player who every goes next the next time gets it very well planed out with info to make work really well can be redone with other made maps easily)

So lately I decided to get back more into typing so when I would type something out it would be long probably like 2 and a half paragraphs worth before hitting send.. Now this upset SO MANY PEOPLE lol I actually lost a girlfriend from it lol XD I could careless if people hate it or not honestly if they dont wanna read it then I dont want them to bother commenting ..? Liek would you listen to advice from some one saying "This movie sucked!" and they never even looked at the movies title ! or back cover of movie even before deciding that lol thats why it does not bother me it bothers me more when people read all of it and give bad or nonseance advice cause then I feel so bad for the person it makes me mad like.. "How can some one be filled with that much haterd?" To sit there and read what you type and only to give negative feedback on it lol its all funny to me in the end of the day but when people just say "you typed to much and I dont wanna read it!" I see.. "I can only read books if they involve pictures so I can only read one sentance text with gifs in between !" LMAOOO lol ok I understand big books and alot of words in one place is scary for those people I guess lol !!! So before you go judging me on me "typing alot" well.. That is your problem I cant help if you fear reading... lol BUT I will laugh my ass off at you !

"out wit the old in with the new" its a phrase alot of people always wished for me but I never seen a problem with the old infact I just seen my self gaining curage and wisdom and strength you want me to let go of those things just cause of how I act some times NO... THanks... Well pissed on some live wires and got electrocuted now there is a thunderbolt logo on my thigh and a new slower way to do things..Which brings me back here with two options... That is all have a good rest of your night or day!

So 2 months ago newgrounds actually had my account blocked I cant login to this account from any other device I think if I log off on this one I wont be able to get back on like the other computers and on the device I am on now I cat upload images to the site from it always has a problem with the cropping or any other type of material always has a problem to were I cant upload it. I am not leaving by my own choice this is mods doing and newgrounds I know I was a dick head to many of you but thats just what I am a dick head I grew up in the "wickedest" life. Not saying it to use as a excuse just saying it to let you know how come its so easy for me to be wicked and cruel . Well seance my account was "access deleted" I have not been on new grounds and honestly after this time thinking about it .. YEah I could easily make a new account and keep uploading but I decided to be done with newgrounds I dont like the change I dont like the censorship I miss old school newgrounds. Oh I have not gave up on the art work though I been doing that way before I got into newgrounds so eventually I will make a video showing 15-20 art pieces or one big one like the one im working on now. I will be making a pic colag of it for a video to post on my youtube account which I will still be active on and storyfire where I post stories and video series !! Stay tuned as I tune out :) ;)

Peace physco's ;)

Love:RedeyestheSecound

This sucks the computer I got right now wont let me upload art or any thing really something wrong with the crop but Tuesday I will have my good PC to upload them I am going to upload 3-4 a day cause I did not make all the art in one days and want you all to see how my mind was being creative over time in the Psychiatric hospital so get ready to see some cool art !

Hmmm after being locked in a physward for 9 days ... I cant tell if I am out or ...? Am I in a dream ... Or a coma ?... It is really hard to trust life after being locked up for no good reason and taking pills that I probably should not of been put on HAHAH I just dont know eaither way every thing feels good and creativity was boosted up by the crazy dreams my new pills are giving to me... :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :): ) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) <3 :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

I might be scared of life now but .... Maybe its life that should be scared of me now :3 HAHAHAHA

I was put in a psycward 10 days ago for 9 days I now dont take things for granit ad realize what I must do that is to survive I was agry for the first da at the hospital but quickly realized oly way I will make it out is by accepting the fact my mom and (scam artist) aunt and (meth head) cousin. Are willing to do ay thing to ge tme put away or take my own life for 10,000 .. Now they have to pay umm? IDK 805*9 = 7,245$ they took a risky bet with that one cause I cant pay that bill insurance can take 30% off but .. I guess now I am actually depressed and that is because I feel like im in debt but at the same time I feel like a survivor and stronger mentally ... They lied and rob me to 1) make me angry then 2) to lock me up with the crazy people ... What they did not think about is I would easily get taken off the ICU floor floor for the convicts and people who try to escape with in 2 days and going to the suicidal people where it was way more nice and well fun I made a family there a STRONG friendships I took there numbers I will ot forget about them AND I WILL KEEP ON GOING NO MATTER HOW MUCH PAIN THERE IS IN MY MIND AND BODY I AM HERE TO STAY I AM HERE TO ENTERTAIN I AM HERE TO HELP ..I understand you all think im not here to help and a ?... "faker" but truth is look at the faith I gave you in humans before I took it away then look at the strength you gained and intelligence from when I took it away I made you stronger and asking for nothing AND I WILL KEEP DOING THAT ! Just like how I said when I was a kid "I am not happy unless I make others happy .." Sadly I can't make my mom happy unless I take my own life or die and they get 10,000 from life insurance but you know what ! That no longer bothers me cause I know ..? I know.. ? I know where I wanna go and where I wanna be and I will reach that goal no matter what tries to stop me.